Ponderations is back!
I read your letter, and every time i sit by the desk to go on my laptop (which has been ALOT ever since you left), i look at that letter, and make sure i take a good smell of it. I love how You make me feel appreciated. But this summer is going to be hard for me. I didn't realize how much time we killed together, and my greatest fear is being alone.
Rez is dead, and everyone's gone, except for people working security or facilities. Luckily we happen to know them. But this summer i'm moving off-campus, so it's not like i'll get to really hang out with them as much as i want to. My little apartment is waiting for me, but it's just going to be myself. And i dont want the silence there to be deafening.
It's only been 2 days, i didn't think i would this much, but i miss You already.
The deafening silence is hard to deal with...you remember that time huh? That's part of what I'm feeling right now and I'm trying to get away from it. My greatest fear too is also being alone because that's what drives me insane. It's strange how we're so similar...I miss u
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Jeremy Sedlacek|
Sunday, November 29, 2009 10:39:00 PM
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Jeremy Sedlacek|
Sunday, November 29, 2009 10:39:00 PM
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Jeremy Sedlacek|
Sunday, November 29, 2009 10:39:00 PM